No more bitterness
Posted on Jan 7 2010 6:32
Do you know how it feels when you can't forget the past? What more painful is that you can't forget the person behind that past. Well, I am still in love with the girl who made me cry as if I am not a man. And I guess I will be forever in love with her.
Four years had passed, but the pain, well, it is still there but I am really trying to move on. I can still remember the time we were toether doing our term paper for our paper writing class. We are so happy that time. But now, she is more happy with her boyfriend. It is hard because we never had a big misunderstanding when we were still together and then suddenly she told me that she's falling in love with other guy. I have felt so much pain that time, I really hate her for bringing such heartache but time really heals the wound. And now that we have talk again, after asking for another forgiveness and after giving that to her, I really felt relieved. Relieved that there is no bitterness in me anymore.
I am now happy that she is successful in her career. That she is happy with her new boyfriend. That she is now happy not with me. Sad but that's reality and I know that I need to accept it.